chapter 5

be kind

i can be kind to myself

i found that i am always using art to heal

and when i really let myself be myself

i can heal anything


certainly the most work went into this painting out of them all. I love the textures and the balance between real and abstract. Cool experiment

i will to me be kind · 2026 · oil on canvas · 60 × 48 in

certainly the most work went into this painting out of them all. I love the textures and the balance between real and abstract. Cool experiment

music

good grief

album · 7 songs, 22 min · 2025

pay what you want · from $1

I learned to be kind to myself while making this

  1. 2closer to you3:08
  2. 3can't or won't cry3:00
  3. 4condolences2:10
  4. 5all alone3:24
  5. 6energy2:44
  6. 7i trust you5:13

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omg I love this so much and want to be this person and kinda am because I drew it

freedommmm!!! · 2025 · ink on paper · 12 × 9 in

omg I love this so much and want to be this person and kinda am because I drew it

remember what it was like to play?

play with meeeee!!! · 2025 · ink on paper · 12 × 9 in

remember what it was like to play?

I really do

i believe that · 2025 · ink on paper · 12 × 9 in

I really do

my kids helped with this! Love it

literally litter · 2026 · oil on canvas · 36 × 24 in

my kids helped with this! Love it

I saw someone on instagram do this dot technique and I wanted to try it then I made it blurry

honey badger · 2025 · oil on canvas · 24 × 24 in

I saw someone on instagram do this dot technique and I wanted to try it then I made it blurry

this used to say error and the love of my life got it from goodwill and I liked it because I code then they painted on it because they didn’t know that I liked it then I was sad and told them then I painted on it and now it’s fine

communication error · 2026 · oil on canvas · 36 × 11.5 in

this used to say error and the love of my life got it from goodwill and I liked it because I code then they painted on it because they didn’t know that I liked it then I was sad and told them then I painted on it and now it’s fine

this is me from a music video that the love of my life shot

hole in the · 2025 · oil on canvas · 36 × 24 in

this is me from a music video that the love of my life shot

studio grief

film · 25:38

shot over seven consecutive days. Me doing weird stuff in my studio with some notes on top

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